I just want to slow down long enough to catch my breath. Do this, go here, clean this, be this, follow this, do that, go there..... you get the picture, I'm sure.
Wow. Is it too much to ask to make my family disappear for, well... a week would be absolutely fabulous. A week to myself... well, it just wouldn't happen. And, I would probably get pretty lonely in the end. Three days???? yeah... that would be a bit of heaven. I would definitely enjoy three days here alone in my own house playing catch up with out distractions and other craziness. It ain't gonna happen, however.
At this point, I'd just take the day. Of course, I proababy wouldn't get anything really done in a day, but it would hopefully give me a chance to catch my breath, to be able to slow down a moment, to focus, to refill the batteries with what I need but can't seem to find because I feel like I am so far behind with EVERYTHING that I'm acting like a chicken with my head cut off. (shudders at the image)
How and why does this happen? And, will I ever frickin catch up???
Last night I stayed up past midnight just trying to find myself and make sense on a little of what is going on. It didn't go so overly well and I ended up tossing and turning a lot last night. 1:47 am was just not a happy moment for me last night because I was STILL awake.
Yesterday I had to work late, this morning it's trying to make some sort of headway in this place. Pumpkin is out of socks, once again. Of course, I do lay the blame with her. She'd have socks if she didn't ball them up and throw them under her bed or wherever rather than put them in the laundry like she is supposed to. She learned that from her dad...

This afternoon it's off to the dentist, grocery shopping, and running errands. I will be picking up frozen pizza on the run tonight for supper. It's gonna be the best I can do tonight.
I miss my blogging friends. I am starting to feel disconnected because I havne't really been able to visit like I wish. That's not a pleasant feeling for me.
On the bright side, the sun is out and the air is fairly warm!!! It's WONDERFUL!!! I have clothes in the washing machine just waiting to go out on the clothes line.... Yay! All my bills have been paid for the outgoing month. another wonderful Yay! Yesterday when Honey was at the trailer, a stranger stopped in asking Honey if he had any metal that he'd like to part with. Honey had a BUNCH of old bicycles and other "stuff" that we were going to have to get rid of. They made a deal that as long as the guy hauls it off, he is welcome to it. Also, the additions are pretty much off the trailer now. So... More progress. yay!!!! The woman who bought the trailer has decided that she would like to have it moved by the end of the month.

Yay!
So, I am just trying to one by one cross things off the ever growing list. Focus is a big part of the problem here as I start to do something, get interrupted and move on to something else before I remember.. oh, that's right.. I was trying to do ???. Remember Sabrina from Bewitched? I'm a little envious of the nose trick right about now....

teee hee...
Cheers! ~MacKEnzie